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i cant explain my mood now
sooo weird
like im extra
very sad
ah ma dun wan me
chat wif en mei dun wan reply
chat wif yj n lws
also very extra

sometimes i feel im very small gas n extra n left out
i cant do anything
it's their choice
i can change anything
im not the god

blog like my 发泄桶
watevuh u call it
i juz can tell everything i noe

anything i done juz smaller than the ant
im not full of power
i juz feel everyone dun like me or hate me
i can imagine wat will happen if i lost them
or...
god wan them to do tis
let me alone
n it will be happier
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